Our Kpop Journey Day 11-17

Day 11 – November 30, 2012

MAMA 2012!!!  Well, this day was actually a holyday and we weren’t able to see each other. There were ants on my pants this day! Like, I can’t really wait to watch MAMA 2012.

I went online with my free “Just text Facebook” on phone and post something on Nica’s timeline. I asked her, “Dude! Manonood ka ng MAMA 2012 mamaya di ba?.” I was excited that time, thinking that I will squeal together with one of my super duper bestfriend on earth! Hours had passed and she still wasn’t giving me any response. =_=

That’s when I decided to just watch alone all throughout. The show started at 4:00 pm and I was already online. I went to M-net site and started watching the red carpet. The quality and the net were good at first, but after a few minutes it became slow and always LAGS!! I was annoyed by the sudden “Buffering mode of M-net Live,” that I cursed and cursed a lot on twitter. Then suddenly, one of my super-duper-best-of-friend-on-earth had read my tweet—If you think it was Nica, well you are so wrong ‘cause it was Kris; our twitter famous friend I guess?? Hahaha—She replied on one of my tweets and told me that “Dude, sa MYX ka na lang manood.” Unfortunately, her suggestion was doesn’t help me at all! TT^TT

WE DON’T HAVE MYX!!!! Aigoo, I want to cry that time ‘cause I really want to see all my kpop love walking on the red carpet with their glistening suits, I want to see the KINGS of my own kpop fantasy land, the mightiest of them all, the most powerful and charismatic group ever existed on my own built castle and the MOST BEAUTIFUL GANGSTERS ON THE UNIVERSE...

 “BIGBANG!”

*Confetti and a big applause by people*

But the net really failed me. _ _”

I was already losing hope that time and just decided to watch some random videos about Bigbang on Youtube. I opened it and a rectangle appeared at the to my screen saying, “Watch MAMA 2012 now Live @Youtube.” My heart beats fasten as I click the link.

LAB DUB LAB DUB

*BOOM!*

IT PLAYED AND IT DOESN’T LAGS!!!!! >_<

I’m so happy that time watching the red carpet hoping that I will already the see the five golden boys that changed my bias list FOREVER! After some minutes... Mama announced that RED CARPET HAS OFFICIALLY ENDED!!! I was like, “WHAT THE FUCK!!! WHERE IS MY BOYS?????.” I went back to my twitter account and spazz a lot about Bigbang who didn’t appeared on the red carpet scene! Kris was also spazzing about that, hahahaha many fans were.

I was so pissed that time that I left the computer and just eat, after eating I came back and saw that the mama awarding night had already started then the first comment that I saw was, “GDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.”

O_O

FUCK! I WASN’T ABLE TO SEE MY JIYONG OPPA RAPPING!!!! THAT WAS A TRIPLE FUCK! Anyway, after that I didn’t even dare to stand up and went somewhere again. I’m spazzing while watching the awards night, everyone was waiting for Bigbang ‘cause they were so tagal talaga! I’ve also been reading Kris tweets about Exo, Shinee an Suju performance. I feel her that time, squealing stupidly in front of the monitor, doesn’t care who will see, covering my mouth just stop me from shouting too much and smiling so big that made the other thought that I’m really going crazy. Well on the first place, I DON’T CARE! Hahahaha...

The last performance came, and I can feel that it was already Bigbang’s turn! My heart suddenly ran on my mouth and thumbing so hard—I can almost hear it—the music started and it was the intro of crayon, when I heard the first few lines, I already know that it was TOP!!!! But even though that I knew that, I still squeal my hearts out when he took off his hood and started rapping so fast!!!! KYAAAA!!!  >_<

I KNOW YOU CAN FEEL ME! It was as if I watched their Alive concert again. After the 6 hours show, I already decided to take a rest and sleep. I and Kris spazz online for a couple of minute online, and I felt so tired. I-dunno-why, I just sit there and watched MAMA2012 and then it got all of my energy. I think it was because my heart got tired of squealing too much. Well, I can’t wait to see my Dudez on Monday, I know I’ll going to squeal again a lot! So I’ll better prepare my heart. That’s all for now, goodnight! ^_^

Day 12- December 1, 2012

This day was boring, I still have my panjamas on at 3:00 pm. Gross! Hahahaha. I’m in front of the laptop all day straight. I downloaded the missing parts of my Bigbang docu. My dudez wanted to watch the whole docu that’s why I really spent time completing those episodes.

 That’s all; I went home and finished watching BB docu and their IW. Hehehe.

Day 13- December 2, 2012

OKAY! This day was the day that we already opened our shop!!! Kpop Dude Zone! These are the pictures of our pillow cases. We sell that for only 150 php. You can also send us pictures that you wanted to be on to your pillow. These were the product of our own blood and sweat. PLEASE DO BUY :)

                                                                    A. My Bigbang                                                   

B. Nica's Chanyeol

C. Kim's Teentop

D. Carol's Jay Park

E. Kris' Super Junior

 (For 150php only, and you can also send us your own pick picture as well. Visit our Facebook fan page for more inquires and questions http://www.facebook.com/pages/Dude-Zone-Kpop-Shop/110869785596020?ref=ts&fref=ts :)

Day 14- December 3, 2012

This day was funny, I suddenly smile and ran towards Nica when I saw here. It’s like years! We shouted, “DUDDEEEE!!” then hugged. Hahahaha, we did that in the middle of so many students walking in and out from their classrooms. Hahaha, now that I think of it, I feel so embarassed! Hahaha XD

We spazz... YEA A LOT! And that was all about MAMA 2012. We were bashing about the group basker basker who won as best band and best rookie of the year. Anyway, there were still a lot of chances, and I know FT Island will get that award next year!!!! I strongly believe that!!!

FT ISLAND! FIGHTING!!!

Day 15- December 4, 2012

Tuesday! You know what happen????

NOTHING! I wasn’t able to see them! =_=

Ah yah right! I bought a small sewing machine for Kim. She wanted that ever since we went to Divisoria. She’ll be making chibi dolls and you should wait for that! You’ll buy right? Hahaha ^_^

Day 16- December 5, 2012

It was Wednesday! HUUUU! DUDE DAY! YEEHEY! Hahaha, well this day was so a lot of fun even though Carol didn’t join us because her parents might scold her. I went there alone since my dismissal time was 2:00 pm and they were 1:00 pm. Well it was fun riding a jeep alone. No talk.=__=

It kills me, I was used to have Carol as my buddy whenever it’s Wednesday, and now that I’m all alone, I missed her. We do a lot of talking on the jeep. Some chit chat, laughing—although people were staring at us na—and of course spazzing a lot. We all know that “SPAZZING” was a big part of being a fan. Hindi pwedeng mawala yan.

I want to sleep that time, but I can’t cause I’ll be off just a meter away. When I got there, I saw them eating while watching Bigbang docu that I transferred to Nica’s usb.

This was always been the part that I love the most. Those time when we all five spazz together. So so so much FUN! I can’t even describe it in words. I told them my experience when I went to the airport and waited for 5 hours just to see Bigbang members up close—Yes! I’m there, ¼ of my face was caught in the camera and it was shown in 24 oras! Hahaha! Don’t dare finding me there! I tell you, you won’t see me!—I told them that one of the VIPs shouted the first few lines of Bigbang’s song “Fantastic Baby.” She shouted that because there were Koreans that wee passing by and one fan told her that let us talk to them in Korean. Since we only knew few Korean words she just used the lyrics to be able to say long Korean phrase. Do you get me???

I imitated it while telling to them, and they all laughed. Then I-don’t-know what gotten to Kim that she talked in Japanese copying their right accent! And she really got that well that made us all laughed! XD

And Kris laziness attacked again and Nica doesn’t have a choice but to do all the things with no help. Peace Kris! I know you do the rap right??? Hahahaha, I love you Dude!

Let’s end this here, CAROL! WE MISS YOU!!!!

Day 17- December 6, 2012

AIGOO! Kim and Nica were sending messages about this Only14elfs on twitter who acclaimed that “they”—it was actually an anti-fans club for Hyukjae—filed a petition to send Lee Hyukjae to army. WTF!

I was about to sleep that time when I check her profile on twitter. The first thing that I saw was her DP! And it really SUCK! She made Hukjae photo so funny!!!! Then the next thing I did was, BLOCKED HER ACCOUNT AND MARKED HER AS SPAM!!!

Ang kapal niya! He really did put pa “elf” at the end of her username. She’s not a TRUE ELF IF SHE’LL BASH SOMEONE OUT OF SUJU!!!!!

Our Kpop Journey Day 6-10

Day 6- November 25, 2012

OMG! I just miss them badly, it's like years! Hahaha, this can't be... Friendship overdose na ko! Hahaha, those addictions led me in updating my story online and guess what? The title of my next chapter is... “Saranghae Chinguya“. That was because I'm inspired by them. Every precious moments that we all shared together, just perfectly amazing- So then my story-it was perfectly amazing 'cause I put a bit of our true to life story.  ♥

Day 7- November 26, 2012

I'm so happy that I saw them and... Finally Kim! Went to go to school! Because of too much excitement I didn't notice that I pinched Kim's left arm which has a bandage. We all talked about our plans and Nica told me that she’ll be celebrating Chanyeol’s(member of EXO, one of her favorite kpop group) birthday tomorrow. Well maybe if a normal person would be able to read this, he/she might think that my friend is crazy for celebrating someone’s birthday who we actually doesn’t know in person. Only fan girls will understand why she did that.

 That was the only spare time that we had that day. When the night came, I was surprised when Carol texted me and she sounds really serious. The message was like this, “Dude! Wala lang na-miss lang kita bigla, hahaha! Ay, nabasa ko na yung prologue ng SUBM! Ang cute niya, natatawa ako sa BB, hahahaha. Update mo ha! Anyways, pwede ba tayong mag-usap bukas? About some serious matter? Yung tayong dalawa lang, tyka ko na lang sasabihin kila Dude kapag handa na ko :).” That was not the exact message but that was what I remember the content is about. I suddenly felt at east and nervous about the message that she had sent me. Wish me goodluck tomorrow :)

Day 8- November 27, 2012

Like I told you on the previous day, Carol texted me last night and told me that she wanted to talk to me in some serious matter. Something that just the two of us should only knew. Different thoughts came into my mind, like, is this because of her other friends     she’s telling me stories about this, that’s why I thought it might be?      Is it because she was planning to leave our company? Is it because of her crush? Or is it because something bad experienced happen to her?

I don’t have a load that time that causes our lack of communication. It was three o’clock when I check for Carol on her room and saw nothing. Their room was empty and I wonder that maybe she gone home since it was already there dismissal. After 20 minutes     our professor usually dismissed us early than the usual time      I decided to go to my next class at the other building. We took our first quiz and it just went well. The class ended its usual time and I hurriedly went off home. While walking along the church, I saw my three dudez walking and asked them if they did see Carol.

They were from Nica’s condo, celebrating Chanyeol’s Birthday with a cake which she bought near store. Nica told me that she didn't see Carol and she said, “baka umuwi na.” I was like, “Okay,” tapos she started talking about their day on her condo. She said she took video of Kim dancing while watching Suju’s music video and made me envy for not coming and for not tasting the black forest cake she bought.  After that we said our goodbyes and I felt the good vibes flowing on Kim. I actually dunno-why :|

Anyways, I should really see Carol tomorrow! A must! ♥

Day 9- November 28, 2012

It’s Wednesday! Wednesday! Gonna get down on WEDNESDAY! Hahahaha, yea it’s Wednesday and it’s our day. Actually muntik akong hindi makasama sakanila this day because of a freakin’ history film showing in the theater. The hell I care with history right? Well, I actually won a DC Boucher worth 500 php because I answered the not-so-hard history question at ST quad :p.

I finally saw Carol and we talked while seating on the bench. Our other dudes were wondering why are we talking and what was it all about. They were tampo-tampo, ‘cause we’re sitting apart from them and they thought Carol was crying      which was actually not      because she was just wiping her face with panyo.

First she told me that she weren't able to go to us for our plan next year ‘cause she knows that her parents won’t allow her and stuff. She said she’ll going to tell the others later when we arrive at Nica’s condo. The second thing was about her, well this was a secret for now and I can’t type it here. Then that was all.

I decided not to go to the theater and just follow what my heart wants. It was around 2 o’clock when Carol and I saw each other and sabay na kaming umalis ng school. We were chatting while on the jeepney, I was like super talkative that time that I was able to tell her the whole story of how our friendship started! From being partners with Nica, to trio with Kim and until we became FIVE last semester. She also told me a story how did she end up being close to my other dudes since I introduced her to them.

We arrived at Nica’s condo at exactly 3:00 and we went up to 33rd floor, knock on the door and boom! We saw them. Kim was sleeping and the two were chatting.

We did a lot today, I made a contract saying we should not have a boyfriend until we finished our study and it was signed by us. We do a lot of joking, spazzing, squealing and laughing all around. Carol did tell them about her not joining us on our plan next year and they all understand her. We also started working on our pillows! I’ll be going to post it here so that you guys can see it, just PM me if you’re interested. We also ate Nica’s cake leftover yesterday. She actually left that for us! :’)

That scene touched me again. They always care! I love them so much; this friendship is getting stronger every day. I feel that, hope they’ll feel that too. After our work done on our pillows, I took a picture of it and told Kris to work online. You know what; the pillow case with Jay Park on it was perfect! Ang galing ni Carol mag-siksik ng bulak! XD

Kim checked the pillows and I wrote down some of our reminders and counts. Basta! It was a complicated list; they don’t even understand what I wrote. Anyways, after that we all went home. Another tiring yet fun day. :)

I just can’t stop smiling when I think about them. ♥

Day 10- Novemver 29, 2012

Hmmmm.... Another nothing-much-happen day, I wasn't able to see Kris. :|

Like I don’t know! Tuesday and Thursday weren't just the day for us, I guess those days were for us to  prioritize our own life outside the Kpop World. They were a big part of my life, but you know there were still parts that we have to pay attention with, like study, family and stuff.

TTH were the days we have to spend for our own and I can’t write something about my private life since this is about us. :)

FIGHTING KPOP!!! >_<

Our Kpop Journey Day 1-5

Our Kpop Journey

Day 1- November 20, 2012

This is it! Our 365 days countdown to the holy land of all kpop fangirls in the world was now on fire! I know you know what I’m talking about :D

It was 10:00 am when we all met up at D’jose station. I was with Nica, Kris and Kim. Well, we are actually five but Carol said she can’t go with us today. We’re heading to Divi and at first we don’t know which way to go! But thanks God we have Nica on our side, her animal instinct made her a human navigator that directed us to the right way.

This day was so tiring yet fulfilling, we came to Divi and did the tasks that we really need to do. After that we went straight to Nica’s condo to put all the things that we bought. We were all giggling after seeing the pillow cases that we printed with a face of our biases. OMG! Bigbang was just so perfect! AND AND! The solo pic of CHANYEOL was really drooling!!! >_<

We were joking around like, “I think I’ll gonna buy this! Akin na lang to! Wag na nating ibenta! Hahahaha”. We were all like that, but honestly speaking... In my mind that time, I really want to get that Bigbang pillow! You know! My Bias GD was in the middle and he really made my heart squeal!

We spazz for a couple of minutes when we decided to leave and go to our next plan. We were all worried about Kim’s curfew, ‘cause we all know that her parents were strict and she’ll be scolded when she’ll come home late. We hurriedly went to MOA, bought tickets and head straight to the cinema A to watch the most awaited movie of the year BREAKING DAWN!

When we entered the cinema, both I and Kim hurriedly seat on the not-so-front row while Nica and Kris went up stair and seat there! I was like, Hey, wait! What’s going on?? Here was just the perfect view for all of us. Nica and Kris were so stubborn that they didn’t follow us. We’re actually the unnies here and they won’t even listen to us! Suddenly my phone rang and it was Nica. She said, “Dude! Dito daw tayo!”. I said, “No! You two should go down here!”. But they didn’t listen to me and pushed us up there and we don’t have a choice but to go there! Okay fine, we lost. _ _”

We were chatting when the movie started and it got us boring at first because the fight scene was so tagal! No offense to those Twilight fans out there. But you know, I love the book and the movie as well but we were just really excited t to see the fight scene. Then when the fight scene came... we all cried especially when we saw Aro holding Carlisle’s head! I was like, “WHAT THE HELL!”. I regret waiting for this scene! It also came to me that I won’t read the last part of the book! Jasper died, Esme died, Seth died, Leah died, so many important character died and it really broke my heart! Seriously, I was crying in the cinema and then I was so relieve when Alice my hero saved the movie! It was all in the future and it’s up to Aro which path will he take. That made the movie so AWESOME! I gave five thumbs up!*Clap! Clap! Clap*

We stepped out of the cinema with our head full of Twilight scene. We spazz over Twilight and decided to have pictures with Edward, Bella and Jacob outside’s standee. OMG! I love you so much Jacob Black! I will never forget you.*cries*

After all those kodakan, we walked straight outside of the mall and the place was so beautiful. The lights and the ambiance was so lighting us up. I can already feel the Christmas season coming. The trees have a lot of Christmas lights and the place was full of green and red colors. I took pictures and videos of them walking in the middle of the beautiful lights. They were all waving and saying, “Anneong! The movie was great! The best!” on my phone’s camera. I say my goodbyes to them and headed home.

I’m so tired but I am happy to have a day with them. They were the most perfect circle of crazy friends I have in my entire whole life. Well, maybe someday I’ll going to meet new ones but there will be no one like them. ♥

Day 2- November 21, 2012

I went to school and saw the four of them sitting on the benches outside the rooms. As always, they were planning to go to Nica’s condo and do a lot of spazzing, watching and everything. I too actually join them every Wednesday. Wednesday is actually our official day of bonding time but this time I can’t join them. I have to go to Makati to get all the stuff I forgot. Carol and Nica were actually forcing me to go to them but then I really need to get all my things! Wala ng natira sa gamit ko, seryoso. Hahaha!

Of course I was sad that I can’t come today but I don’t have a choice here. _ _”

I was riding the MRT when I suddenly missed them. OA ba? Well, that’s how much I love them. When I stepped out the train, I saw the three big billboards of Lee Minho and that made me stop. I looked at him for a moment thinking what my dudes were doing at that very moment. Are they watching movie? Talking? Eating? Ghad! I really missed them! >_<

Oh well, I’ll stop here. Nothing special happened. </3

Day 3- November 22, 2012

This day really did us all worried about Kim!!!! I was having my theology class when Nica send  me a message saying, “DUDE! SI KIM NAHIMATAY! HINDI NIYA ALAM KUNG NASAN SIYA!” All in caps! My heart suddenly beats fast and I can no longer understand what my professor was saying. I looked at my wrist watch and we still have 30 minutes before the end of the class. I was sweating, thinking what happen and what should we do. My second thought was, maybe Kim was only joking around, but it really made me nervous! It was not a good joke, if ever!

Our professor dismissed the class 15 minutes early than the usual time. I hurriedly ran outside the building and went straight to the nearest store to load my phone. I texted Nica and asked her where is she. She said she was in front of the room of my next class. I hurriedly went there and found the two of them talking outside my room. My professor was already on our room but I-DON’T-CARE! If I have to cut class, I will just to save our friend there. Nica told me what happen and I was thinking if we’ll go straight there. We’re all wondering if this was a joke or what. Nica told me, Kim was on a clinic somewhere in Lawton. Carol does know where Lawton was, but she didn’t know where that clinic exactly was. I texted Kim and asked her, where is she. She said, “Sa clinic”. Again I texted her if she’s alright or what and she said that she was fine, that was when we decided to have our next class and if she still doesn't know which way to go, we’ll all run to her after our classes.

After the class, I and Carol went infront of Nica’s room. We were talking about Kim and what will we do if something really bad happened to her. After a couple of minute, Nica went out and told us that Kim was now alright and she was with her brother na. We sigh in relieved.

We were all talking about Kim and Nica told us about her experience being frantic and panic about the situation. That’s when I realized how much we all cared for each other. Our sisterhood became stronger and bonded because of what happen.

Kris was out of scene because her class will start at five. That shows that she was still at home while the whole thing was happening. ♥

Day 4- November 23, 2012

Hmmm... Nothing much happen, Kim didn’t go to school and the four of us has a different classes.  Yea we talk about Kim about what happen yesterday and spazz. Hahaha, Nica has a new video of Seungri’s solo Strong Baby. I was squealing and my heart was bursting with too much unexplainable joy! GD was there! And he was so gwapo and KYAAA!!!!*Squeal* >_<

He was taking my heart out of me! I so love him talaga! No. 1 on my bias list! XD

Ayan, ganyan lang nangyari, nothing much talaga. :|

Day 5- November 24, 2012

We were spazzing online kanina since we all don’t have our classes and we were stuck at home.

I’ve visited our wattpad site and I’ve read Nica’s fanfic. Hahahaha, I had fan reading her story even though it’s not yet complete and still on going. She had typos and ungrammatical but it was still funny and cool. Hahahaha, half of the story was true, and I remember her telling us that she really did attempt to suicide when she found out Eunhyuk and IU were dating! Hahaha, patay ako! I’ve said it here. Hahaha. Peace Nica! I love you! ^3^

I asked Kim if she’s already okay and she said she’s fine but she has pasa on her tagiliran and legs which she doesn’t know where she got. Well I told her, she might get that when she fell on the LRT station last time. I didn’t stop spazzing online and I reminded them about the plan to our upcoming business.

When I think about our business, I think about our future. After this 365 days countdown, will our dreams come true? Can we make it to our goals? What else is waiting for us out there? What if everything will be screwed and messed up? What will we do?

Haay, I don’t know what future awaits us but I’m hoping that no matter what happen, whether our plans might went well or not, whether our goals and wishes might come true or not, the most important thing is we’ll stay together no matter what.

I love my Kfriends, my sisters, my dudes. That’s all I can say for now.♥